Je5mma

Why can any of you hear me? I'm screaming, Can't you see me? He noticed so why not you? He told me I should die, I'm sure you want that too, I know I do, Help, You know I want you to, Because I don't want to feel this way, So don't walk through that door, I'm crying on my knees, I'm on the floor Begging, SO NOTICE ME! I'm not screaming for the fun of it, Although I know you're make a joke out me, That's what it is isn't it? I'm just game to you, Yes a harmless little game, Ignore her, And see how long it takes, Until she breaks, That will be fun, Let's wait and see, Russian roulette, And the only player is me, I kn

Fake a smile, Change your ways, They won't be able to stay away, Even if you push them down, They will always be around, Kill yourself, You selfish bitch, Isn't it obvious? You should have done it long ago, What's the point you're a failure so, Take the pills and hang the rope, You're just someone, They used to know, This will make them stay away, With their petty smiles, And "caring" ways, They were lying to you anyway, Even at death, You constantly fall short, 1. 2. 3. 4. "I don't want to be alive anymore,"? Why don't you just try again? You know you want to, So be the one, To end your life, The way it should be

Daddy please don't leave me, I really am afraid, Of fists and feet that beat me, Every night and day, I know you shouldn't have to, But it really would be nice, If you stayed around just once day longer, Or I will pay the price, Daddy please don't leave me, I don't want to be alone, With the knives and cuts that tempt me, When you are not at home, And I know you shouldn't have to, But it really would be safe, If you stayed around just one more day, To help avoid my fate, Daddy please don't leave me, I don't know what I'll do, If you leave me to my thoughts, I'll destroy myself without you, Just wait another day, That we c

Please don't hit me mummy, Please I think you've done enough, So please don't hit me mummy, I'm sorry I'm not good enough, I try and try to please you, But nothing seems to show, That you ever really loved me, That you'll never really know, How much it hurt when you slapped me, Or kicked me in the guts, So please don't hit me mummy, I've really had enough, I know I shouldn't blame myself, But I just can't help but do, Because I know no one loves me, Since I hate me too, Please don't hit me mummy, Stop giving me the pain, Because you should know that when you hit me, I find myself to blame, Although people try to tell me I'

It's certain now, I know for sure, I'm not at all worth it, Not really, Not at all, So what's the point? Why do I try? Why do I fight, Just to stay alive, To keep a razor from my flesh? It should be that hard, they say, Not really, Not at all, But not until you see my fall, Only then will you know, It's not easy, Not really, Not at all, For someone like me, Somene so WEAK, And so SMALL, There is no point, To continue life, Not really, Not at all, So here my call, And then I bleed, Released from the nightmare of human mortality, This is my last ever FALL.